finally.. a NEW entry
well. i guess its been a really really long time since i've actually put an entry in this thing. i figured that if somebody came upon this site they would wonder where i been all this time. well, the last entry was put in a long ass time ago, like before summer even started. and i'ma tell you something, a lot has happened since then. well, to start my summer off, i met a group of guys who changed my life in a way. i was walkin on the strip all alone one night and ran into like 12 guys just chillin and they stopped me. not to pick me up or anything, but just to talk and chill. so i spent some crazi time with them all and got to know them all pretty well. the whole night i had my eyes set on only one of them. his name was allen. we didn't really talk to much, only because he was the shy one and didn't say much in the first place. i had been the only grl around and a lot of focus was on me so i had no time to talk to him or get him alone to tell him i thought he was somebody special. well, that night a few of us got a hotel and i layed aside him and finally got to know him a little. well, the next morning, i had to go to work and gave one of them my number, *not allen* and sadly, thought i would never see them again. well, that night allen had told me he stole the number from the guy i gave it to and called me. so we chilled that night and many nights after. eventually we began to get really close and just became a couple as time passed by. i spent my entire summer *or most of it* with him and all of his friends, meeting new people every night and just becoming one of them. i was pretty much the only 'stable' grl that chilled w/ them, with the exception of those grls that come and go. anyways, times got crazi and i had gotten madd at him one night and just broke it off. i regreted five min later but figured it was for the best. i'm not good with those kind of things, u know, relationships. so we still talked a couple times and then i found out from his cousin he was cheating on me, so then i did a really horrible thing and slept with his cousin b/c i was so pissed off at him and i know revenge is sweet. well, i later came to find out that allen never did cheat on me and that his cousin lied to me to get a piece of ass. i still remain friends with all of them, only because we all resolved our differences and settled everything. i'm almost 20 years old and and can handle things in a mature way, so that way i never lose anything. as in this situation, i still hold allen's trust as a friend *although we don't talk much anymore because i think he thinks i am ignoring him because he had left for sumter and came bak to see me but i had forgotton my celly at home a couple times and could not answer his calls.* anyways, after that ended, a guy i met over the summer through some other friends magically appeared out of nowhere one night and we was saying hello and talkin for a minute and i just gave him my number and thought nothing of it. so that night he called and asked me to chill and i went to his place the next two nights and then, he disappeared. i liked him quite a bit, but i figured he was just like every other guy and just wanted some ass and i got madd, and got over it. so a couple months later he calls me again telling me he got kicked out of his place and forgot my number and had no way to get in touch with me. well, i went to spend some time with him and we just became really close after that. i am still 'talkin' to him right now. unfortunetely, his crazy ex-grl who says she's pregnant w/ his child, never stops calling him and is a bitch and whatever. so she is in the way of anything we could have. and i just found out last night he was wanted for a couple things and as i layed w/ him last night the fiveO was practically knockin down the door lookin for him but they had left after we just sat still and quite. so that was last night and it was some pretty crazi shit. in all the time we've been chillin together, other crazi shit has been going on as well. anyways, i like him soo much and i'd bend over backwards for him like when i bailed him out of jail a while ago and last night when i took him out of the county so he would not be found. anyways, all is crazi in that and i will let u know the deal in a few days. well.. another thing i did all summer was go to a club called freaky tiki every saturday night. i got to know the bouncers, the beer tub girls, the bartenders, and the guys at the door. my sister's current boyfriend is the camera guy who worked there too. funny huh? anyways, i made myself well-known there, so i only went there to dance on the weekends, because i was put on 'the list' and never had to pay to get in. on the last busy night of the season, 'sunday night befor labor day' there was about 700/800+ people in the club and i decided it might be a good time to enter the booty contest, so i did. and yet, me and my grl 'tasha, madd props! for gettin undressed on the stage for me'. but anyways, we won the crowd by a huge margin and were the booty grls for the night. anyways, the club has closed for the season so i am going out tonight to find a new place to make myself 'somebody.' its not all that hard being a fly ass bitch like me and being a local helps too. anyways, i got to attend the private v.i.p. party *last night for tiki* a couple weekends ago and that was fun as hell. *i also have to mention my dance partner jermaine, madd props to him too, for always bein there for me and givin me madd suport at the club* (by the way, to let u know, i NEVER dance with guys, i only dance 'FOR' them). but anyways, in the middle of that craziness i have done pleny of other things. i was waitressing at a place called 'Channel Marker' (which is currently being remodeled, renamed and has a new owner) i was makin 'bout $500 a week workin there and at my other job. livin the high life. i got a system worth 'bout a grand in my car and i was goin to get some wheels, but i'd rather get my new ride first (that is a surprise, so i won't tell you what that is all 'bout) anyways, i miss everybody bak at home, *moni jess elise rachel and all the others* i'm out, 'til next time, peAce!!