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1.FULL name: Heidi L. (don't worry about it)
2.Nicknames: Heidi hO
3.Where do you live: Myrtle Beach, SC (used to be Follansbee, WV)
4.Birthdate: December 25, 1982 (OMG.. CHRISTMAS DAY)
5.Astrological sign: Capricorn
6.School: Coastal Carolina University
7.Hobbies: hmmm... um... yah
8.Sports that you play/enjoy: Used to run track! Like to dance!
9.Height: 5' 1'' DAMNIT, I KNOW... I AM SHORT
10.Weight: 135.. (NO, I AM NOT FAT!!)
11.Shoe size: whatever the hell fits
What:
1.What do you think of the way you look?: I look fine as hell most of the time... Except when I first wake up.. then I'm only fine as heaven!
2.What do you think about your attitude?: I don't like to think ahead of time. I am nice to those who are nice to ME. I am a bitch when you get in MY way.
3.What do you think about life after death?: Only for those who are selfish and WANT there to be a life after death.
4.What do you think about karma?: Karma? (DUMB BLOND HERE)
5.What do you think about love?: I don't know.. I am working on finding out though.
6.What do you think about fate?: I don't think about it, because fate is not real.
7.What do you think about yourself: I enjoy to be me.
8.What do you tell yourself if times get hard?: There could always be worse you know?
9.What would you give your life for?: NOTHING IS WORTH MY LIFE!
10.What do you think about your first love?: I told you damnit, are you trying to make me feel bad? I am working on it.
11.What do you think about the first person that loved you?: I still love him in my heart, although I was never IN love with him. I hope one day we will be together again.
12.What are you scared of?: Dying.. who isn't...?
13.What was the saddest moment of your life so far?: When I dumped my ex and he figured life without me was no life at all, so he shot himself. He is still alive, but barely made it. I thought both of our worlds had fallen apart. He is gone now, not dead, but gone.. (refer to question # 11)
14.What would life be without friends?: It would still remain, but it would be hard to live.
15.Without family?: Family has kept me alive, without family, I would not be here.
[Family]
1.Parents names: Bruce and Monica
2.Do you live with both of them?: No.. they in two different states... LONG ways apart.. but DO get along
3.Any siblings?: Younger sis, Heather and older sis.. Tiffany, (YES.. I am the middle child *wink*).
4.Do you get along with your siblings?: More than most kids do, we are like best friend AND sisters.
5.Do you get along with your parents?: Again, more than most kids do w/ their parents, they are also like my best friends.
Do you:
1.Do you write in a journal or diary?: DUH!!! what kind of dumbass question is this? (LOL), yes, this LIVE JOURNAL!!
2.Do you keep an organizer?: Not really, it is hard enough to keep my brain organized let along keep an ORGANIZER!
3.Do you believe in love at first sight?: No, you must be attracted to someone first, and THEN learn to LOVE them.
4.Do you believe that every person has one soul mate: Nope, haven't you ever heard of someone dying alone? It is more sad then you would ever know, but it does happen.
7.Do you believe in having a good education?: Hell yah, I may be a dumb blond who sleeps around, but FUCK YAH... (wink wink)
8.Do you believe in horoscopes?: OMG.... they are SOOOO.......pointless
9.Do you believe in yourself?: Um.. let me look... OUCH!.. yes, I DO! I DO! I DO!
10.Do you shower daily?: DIRTY ASS, STANKY ASS, FILTHY ASS.. sorry, reciting what I know from EMINEM!.. yes I do shower.. ONCE a day.
11.Do you like this survey so far?: Hey, does this prove I'm a loser with nothing else to do if I say yes? If so, than NO.. it's a stupid waste of my time.. (wink).
12.Do you like the person that sent you this/posted it?: I found it... so THERE!
13.Do you cry easily?: Pain has never hurt me... I am a strong person physically and emotionally, but I DO cry. Just not easliy.
14.Do you believe in Heaven?: NO... why believe in something I have never seen?
15.Do you believe in hell?: No... again, referring to question 14, do YOU believe in blue zebras with yellow stripes and purple spots? Have YOU ever seen one?????? didn't think so...
16.Do you believe in reincarnation?: Geez... should the question, do you believe in god or anything that comes with it? NO, that shit is.. BULLSHIT!
Favorites
1.favorite day of the week: thursday, don't ask why
2.favorite ice-cream: Moose tracks.. that stuff is the shiznit!
3.favorite movies: I own TWO movies of the almost 100 in my home. American History X and The Faculty
4.favorite actors: Josh Hartnett, Edward Norton.. GEe.. could question number 3 have anything to do with them??
5.favorite actresses: hmmm... there are SO many.. I'll have to answer this one later
6.favorite quote: "Put it in my mouth..." Hey, can I help it??
8.favorite music groups: I like rap, techno, rock, SOME.. SMALL AMOUNTS of country, AND FOR GOOD REASON, and some others, BUT I have to say I like.... NAS, Disturbed, Ja Rule,
10.favorite holiday: Christmas.. duh, I was born on this day...
11.favorite season: Fall, NOT too hot, NOT too cold.. (I guess spring could be put here too then.. hehe)
12.favorite colors: Black and pink are GREAT together
13.favorite flowers: DaisyZ and RoseZ
14.favorite school subject: ew... I like school and all, but do I have to actually pick a favorite subject? nah.. It is a right.. RIGHT??
Relationships
1.boyfriend/girlfriend's name: Chad.. (kisses.. luvss him)
2.crush: hmm... ok.. if answer number one read this, I'd be in trouble.. (wink)
3.where does that special someone live?: he would hate for me to tell you, but it's like.. not too far from me
4.things you like in the opposite sex?: Geez.. why not ask about someone in the SAME sex? how about I add the question... and the opposite sex.. yah, um.. built nice.. not too much body hair, tan, sweet, and a personality.. duh? like everyone has...
4B. What do you like about the SAME sex?: ok, this is my own question I added, since it offends bisexuals such as myself. I like a girl who is built firm, the same height as me, tan, sweet, sensual.. all the gushy stuff!
5.when was your first kiss: I dunno what year it would be, I was 14 and I am 19 as of xmas of 2001. Hmmm, the summer before my freshman year of high school?
6.are you a virgin?: ha... aha ha... ahahaha.. sorry, that question offends one such as myself because I am so far away from that.. :(, but I do wish I was one...
7.which is more important - personality or looks?: well, If I saw a nice ugly dude walking down the streeet, would I actually know if he had a nice personality. To me.. yes, personality is more important, but in order to find out what someone is like.. (their personality), you have to like what they LOOK like first... this is just all confusing, but if you are smart.. you will understand
Creative Q's
1.If you had the choice to spin around the sun, or walk on the moon, which would you choose and why?: The sun would burn me.. duh, I'd walk on the moon fer sure!
2.What color do you think best describes you and why?: hmmm.. I'd have to say chrome. Not the color, but more of things that are chrome. Things that are chrome are sometimes rare and really really pretty. Cost money and hot boys like. Chrome is something that rich people have a lot of.. on cars, in houses and etc. It's my color, because it is a rareity, you won't find many people like me.
3.If you could be doing anything right now, what would you be doing: I would have found the cure for all the diseases that do not have cures yet, especially AIDS. (FUCK YOU, I DO NOT HAVE THEM, I HATE SEEING PEOPLE DIE BECAUSE OF SELFISH RICH PEOPLE WHO WON'T GIVE THEIR LUXERIES AWAY TO FIND A CURE FOR THOSE WHO DIE EVERYDAY)
4.Would you ever share your heart completely with someone else? I'd be afraid to. Some things in my heart don't need to be known by others, it is something that I want to keep to myself and not have to open up to reveal things that keep me all warm inside. I'd open a little, but not completely.
5.Which sense could you not live without, and why?: My sight, because we who can see, take it for granted because those who can not have no clue what it is like to be able to see. (which in a sense is a good thing, all the pain and dirt in this world is not a beautiful thing)
6.Have you ever written on a mirror? I scracthed it with diamonds.. lol, if youz a chic like me and get one from a guy/girl, how else you going to find out if it's real w/out going to get it professionally checked out?
7.If you could change one thing you did in the last 24 hours: lol, I don't think I have done much.. I fed some mice to a snake.. OMG, I took some life out of the world, but only to put more life into my snake.. so in the end, it's ALLL good.. so I would bring back the mice I killed.
8.Do you prefer sleeping outside beneath the night or in a cozy bed: Depends on how the weather is.. if it is cold.. cozy bed is nice.. if it is warm out, damn, why sleep in a bed and look at the plastic stars glowing in the dark, chek out the real thing. (sunrise on the beach is better thO)
9.What is the most beautiful thing in the world?: Life itself. Because you may not realize it, but you only have it once. Do with it what you want to, because it's the only one you will EVER have. Think about it, don't hyperventalate <=(I highly doubt I spelled that right, but good enough) Again, the sun rising on the beach is breathtaking, I did it alone once drinking a french vanilla cappacino.. OMG, I couldn't even think at the time.
10.Name one person whose changed your life for the better: I'd have to say myself and my ex-boyfriend Ray. I know I mention him a lot, but he gave me an outlook on life. He changed my life in so many ways. Taught me so much. (O, and I have to add rachel R. in here too, she made me bring out the person I really am and let me express myself in so many ways..)
11.What can someone do to you that would turn you on fully? Well, um.. GEEZ... I'd have to have a fine ass dude pull up in my driveway in an Escalade *haha.. had that happen once*.. and get fully naked and skinni dip in my pool, drink a little and make wild passionate SEX in the hot night.. geez.. *i did that too*.. that turned me on fully!!
12.If you knew you were going to pass away within the next few days, what would be the last thing you say, and who would you say that to?: This question makes me want to cry. If I found that out, I would want to spend every minute left with my two sisters and my mother and father, I love my friends and all, but my outlook on life is strong since after it, that is it. no more. I would only want to let my family know how much I loved them and I would miss them more than anything in this world.
13.What is one thing that can make you smile no matter what mood you're in?: When my dad makes his funny faces and talks all weird.. and when my mother goes to cook my favorite meal just to make me happy. Family can do that.. nobody else.
14.If you could meet anyone, past or present, dead or alive, who would you meet and why? uhhhh......
15.what makes you you?: Well, I am ME.. nobody can compare.. everyone is unique.. hard to put that in words. I am Heidi. I am a blond bisexual girl who expresses her feelings. I am not scared of anything but death, I am outgoing and give everyone a chance if they give me one back. I am ME. I am Heidi.
The next 5 songs on your MP3 list are:
1. Two Way by Ravon
2. Young'N by Fabolous
3. A song by Disturbed
4. Gravel Pit *I know it's old.. shut up*
5. Something by Adema
four tv shows that were on when you were a kid:
1. Hey Dude
2. Salute Your Shorts
3. The Wonder Years
4. Full House
69. Have you ever made a porn? Or would you ever make one?: HELL yah.. AND HELL yah!!!.. lol, sorry, ;) it's my latest news! Sh..
2.Nicknames: Heidi hO
3.Where do you live: Myrtle Beach, SC (used to be Follansbee, WV)
4.Birthdate: December 25, 1982 (OMG.. CHRISTMAS DAY)
5.Astrological sign: Capricorn
6.School: Coastal Carolina University
7.Hobbies: hmmm... um... yah
8.Sports that you play/enjoy: Used to run track! Like to dance!
9.Height: 5' 1'' DAMNIT, I KNOW... I AM SHORT
10.Weight: 135.. (NO, I AM NOT FAT!!)
11.Shoe size: whatever the hell fits
What:
1.What do you think of the way you look?: I look fine as hell most of the time... Except when I first wake up.. then I'm only fine as heaven!
2.What do you think about your attitude?: I don't like to think ahead of time. I am nice to those who are nice to ME. I am a bitch when you get in MY way.
3.What do you think about life after death?: Only for those who are selfish and WANT there to be a life after death.
4.What do you think about karma?: Karma? (DUMB BLOND HERE)
5.What do you think about love?: I don't know.. I am working on finding out though.
6.What do you think about fate?: I don't think about it, because fate is not real.
7.What do you think about yourself: I enjoy to be me.
8.What do you tell yourself if times get hard?: There could always be worse you know?
9.What would you give your life for?: NOTHING IS WORTH MY LIFE!
10.What do you think about your first love?: I told you damnit, are you trying to make me feel bad? I am working on it.
11.What do you think about the first person that loved you?: I still love him in my heart, although I was never IN love with him. I hope one day we will be together again.
12.What are you scared of?: Dying.. who isn't...?
13.What was the saddest moment of your life so far?: When I dumped my ex and he figured life without me was no life at all, so he shot himself. He is still alive, but barely made it. I thought both of our worlds had fallen apart. He is gone now, not dead, but gone.. (refer to question # 11)
14.What would life be without friends?: It would still remain, but it would be hard to live.
15.Without family?: Family has kept me alive, without family, I would not be here.
[Family]
1.Parents names: Bruce and Monica
2.Do you live with both of them?: No.. they in two different states... LONG ways apart.. but DO get along
3.Any siblings?: Younger sis, Heather and older sis.. Tiffany, (YES.. I am the middle child *wink*).
4.Do you get along with your siblings?: More than most kids do, we are like best friend AND sisters.
5.Do you get along with your parents?: Again, more than most kids do w/ their parents, they are also like my best friends.
Do you:
1.Do you write in a journal or diary?: DUH!!! what kind of dumbass question is this? (LOL), yes, this LIVE JOURNAL!!
2.Do you keep an organizer?: Not really, it is hard enough to keep my brain organized let along keep an ORGANIZER!
3.Do you believe in love at first sight?: No, you must be attracted to someone first, and THEN learn to LOVE them.
4.Do you believe that every person has one soul mate: Nope, haven't you ever heard of someone dying alone? It is more sad then you would ever know, but it does happen.
7.Do you believe in having a good education?: Hell yah, I may be a dumb blond who sleeps around, but FUCK YAH... (wink wink)
8.Do you believe in horoscopes?: OMG.... they are SOOOO.......pointless
9.Do you believe in yourself?: Um.. let me look... OUCH!.. yes, I DO! I DO! I DO!
10.Do you shower daily?: DIRTY ASS, STANKY ASS, FILTHY ASS.. sorry, reciting what I know from EMINEM!.. yes I do shower.. ONCE a day.
11.Do you like this survey so far?: Hey, does this prove I'm a loser with nothing else to do if I say yes? If so, than NO.. it's a stupid waste of my time.. (wink).
12.Do you like the person that sent you this/posted it?: I found it... so THERE!
13.Do you cry easily?: Pain has never hurt me... I am a strong person physically and emotionally, but I DO cry. Just not easliy.
14.Do you believe in Heaven?: NO... why believe in something I have never seen?
15.Do you believe in hell?: No... again, referring to question 14, do YOU believe in blue zebras with yellow stripes and purple spots? Have YOU ever seen one?????? didn't think so...
16.Do you believe in reincarnation?: Geez... should the question, do you believe in god or anything that comes with it? NO, that shit is.. BULLSHIT!
Favorites
1.favorite day of the week: thursday, don't ask why
2.favorite ice-cream: Moose tracks.. that stuff is the shiznit!
3.favorite movies: I own TWO movies of the almost 100 in my home. American History X and The Faculty
4.favorite actors: Josh Hartnett, Edward Norton.. GEe.. could question number 3 have anything to do with them??
5.favorite actresses: hmmm... there are SO many.. I'll have to answer this one later
6.favorite quote: "Put it in my mouth..." Hey, can I help it??
8.favorite music groups: I like rap, techno, rock, SOME.. SMALL AMOUNTS of country, AND FOR GOOD REASON, and some others, BUT I have to say I like.... NAS, Disturbed, Ja Rule,
10.favorite holiday: Christmas.. duh, I was born on this day...
11.favorite season: Fall, NOT too hot, NOT too cold.. (I guess spring could be put here too then.. hehe)
12.favorite colors: Black and pink are GREAT together
13.favorite flowers: DaisyZ and RoseZ
14.favorite school subject: ew... I like school and all, but do I have to actually pick a favorite subject? nah.. It is a right.. RIGHT??
Relationships
1.boyfriend/girlfriend's name: Chad.. (kisses.. luvss him)
2.crush: hmm... ok.. if answer number one read this, I'd be in trouble.. (wink)
3.where does that special someone live?: he would hate for me to tell you, but it's like.. not too far from me
4.things you like in the opposite sex?: Geez.. why not ask about someone in the SAME sex? how about I add the question... and the opposite sex.. yah, um.. built nice.. not too much body hair, tan, sweet, and a personality.. duh? like everyone has...
4B. What do you like about the SAME sex?: ok, this is my own question I added, since it offends bisexuals such as myself. I like a girl who is built firm, the same height as me, tan, sweet, sensual.. all the gushy stuff!
5.when was your first kiss: I dunno what year it would be, I was 14 and I am 19 as of xmas of 2001. Hmmm, the summer before my freshman year of high school?
6.are you a virgin?: ha... aha ha... ahahaha.. sorry, that question offends one such as myself because I am so far away from that.. :(, but I do wish I was one...
7.which is more important - personality or looks?: well, If I saw a nice ugly dude walking down the streeet, would I actually know if he had a nice personality. To me.. yes, personality is more important, but in order to find out what someone is like.. (their personality), you have to like what they LOOK like first... this is just all confusing, but if you are smart.. you will understand
Creative Q's
1.If you had the choice to spin around the sun, or walk on the moon, which would you choose and why?: The sun would burn me.. duh, I'd walk on the moon fer sure!
2.What color do you think best describes you and why?: hmmm.. I'd have to say chrome. Not the color, but more of things that are chrome. Things that are chrome are sometimes rare and really really pretty. Cost money and hot boys like. Chrome is something that rich people have a lot of.. on cars, in houses and etc. It's my color, because it is a rareity, you won't find many people like me.
3.If you could be doing anything right now, what would you be doing: I would have found the cure for all the diseases that do not have cures yet, especially AIDS. (FUCK YOU, I DO NOT HAVE THEM, I HATE SEEING PEOPLE DIE BECAUSE OF SELFISH RICH PEOPLE WHO WON'T GIVE THEIR LUXERIES AWAY TO FIND A CURE FOR THOSE WHO DIE EVERYDAY)
4.Would you ever share your heart completely with someone else? I'd be afraid to. Some things in my heart don't need to be known by others, it is something that I want to keep to myself and not have to open up to reveal things that keep me all warm inside. I'd open a little, but not completely.
5.Which sense could you not live without, and why?: My sight, because we who can see, take it for granted because those who can not have no clue what it is like to be able to see. (which in a sense is a good thing, all the pain and dirt in this world is not a beautiful thing)
6.Have you ever written on a mirror? I scracthed it with diamonds.. lol, if youz a chic like me and get one from a guy/girl, how else you going to find out if it's real w/out going to get it professionally checked out?
7.If you could change one thing you did in the last 24 hours: lol, I don't think I have done much.. I fed some mice to a snake.. OMG, I took some life out of the world, but only to put more life into my snake.. so in the end, it's ALLL good.. so I would bring back the mice I killed.
8.Do you prefer sleeping outside beneath the night or in a cozy bed: Depends on how the weather is.. if it is cold.. cozy bed is nice.. if it is warm out, damn, why sleep in a bed and look at the plastic stars glowing in the dark, chek out the real thing. (sunrise on the beach is better thO)
9.What is the most beautiful thing in the world?: Life itself. Because you may not realize it, but you only have it once. Do with it what you want to, because it's the only one you will EVER have. Think about it, don't hyperventalate <=(I highly doubt I spelled that right, but good enough) Again, the sun rising on the beach is breathtaking, I did it alone once drinking a french vanilla cappacino.. OMG, I couldn't even think at the time.
10.Name one person whose changed your life for the better: I'd have to say myself and my ex-boyfriend Ray. I know I mention him a lot, but he gave me an outlook on life. He changed my life in so many ways. Taught me so much. (O, and I have to add rachel R. in here too, she made me bring out the person I really am and let me express myself in so many ways..)
11.What can someone do to you that would turn you on fully? Well, um.. GEEZ... I'd have to have a fine ass dude pull up in my driveway in an Escalade *haha.. had that happen once*.. and get fully naked and skinni dip in my pool, drink a little and make wild passionate SEX in the hot night.. geez.. *i did that too*.. that turned me on fully!!
12.If you knew you were going to pass away within the next few days, what would be the last thing you say, and who would you say that to?: This question makes me want to cry. If I found that out, I would want to spend every minute left with my two sisters and my mother and father, I love my friends and all, but my outlook on life is strong since after it, that is it. no more. I would only want to let my family know how much I loved them and I would miss them more than anything in this world.
13.What is one thing that can make you smile no matter what mood you're in?: When my dad makes his funny faces and talks all weird.. and when my mother goes to cook my favorite meal just to make me happy. Family can do that.. nobody else.
14.If you could meet anyone, past or present, dead or alive, who would you meet and why? uhhhh......
15.what makes you you?: Well, I am ME.. nobody can compare.. everyone is unique.. hard to put that in words. I am Heidi. I am a blond bisexual girl who expresses her feelings. I am not scared of anything but death, I am outgoing and give everyone a chance if they give me one back. I am ME. I am Heidi.
The next 5 songs on your MP3 list are:
1. Two Way by Ravon
2. Young'N by Fabolous
3. A song by Disturbed
4. Gravel Pit *I know it's old.. shut up*
5. Something by Adema
four tv shows that were on when you were a kid:
1. Hey Dude
2. Salute Your Shorts
3. The Wonder Years
4. Full House
69. Have you ever made a porn? Or would you ever make one?: HELL yah.. AND HELL yah!!!.. lol, sorry, ;) it's my latest news! Sh..