wow...
"mad world" by gary jules. i have had this song on repeat for about a half hour now and i can't get enought of it. check it out b/c it's real. "i find it kind of funny, i find it kind of sad, the dreams in which i'm dying, are the best i've ever had.. i find it hard to tell you, i find it hard to take, when people run in circles, it's a very very..........mad world" this, to me, is so strong. it's a song on the Donnie Darko soundtrack. a movie i strongly recommend you see. it's very philosophical and will make you think twice about what you already know. anyways.. just a view.
i was wondering why i have still been couped up in this house for well over a month now and only been "out" twice. the only person i see is somebody who i don't really "want" to see, but he's there and i'm here.. so it makes things easy. (that was harsh.. i do like him.. a little *wink*)
so school is going ok for me. my schedule is very hectic with two jobs and full-time school, as it has always been. the semester is going fast this year and spring break will be here in a couple of weeks. i will most likely be laying in bed sleepig for a week. i am so drained of energy that it just wouldn't be possible to go spend all the money i work so hard for on a week of insanity. for everyone else, i just hope they enjoy the time off.
i should be *or may be* moving out of home again. i found a roomie on roomates.com and i think we clicked so i may be moving in with him... is it bad to have a guy for a roomate. i honestly think it won't be that bad. better than living w/ a fem actually. anybody know?? the apt is ok.. not as nice as my old one, but i can change that with all my shit. the girl is moving in, better step back *wink*. just kidding, i just hope he trusts me as i do him. i've never stolen anything EVER!! and i sure as hell am clean and good to other peoples' shit.
this song is driving me out of my mind.. i have to go..
i crave what i don't have... someone with a mind like mine, it's not that complicating.. not that different from everyone else's. i am just tired of doing this.
*mad world
xo heidi
i was wondering why i have still been couped up in this house for well over a month now and only been "out" twice. the only person i see is somebody who i don't really "want" to see, but he's there and i'm here.. so it makes things easy. (that was harsh.. i do like him.. a little *wink*)
so school is going ok for me. my schedule is very hectic with two jobs and full-time school, as it has always been. the semester is going fast this year and spring break will be here in a couple of weeks. i will most likely be laying in bed sleepig for a week. i am so drained of energy that it just wouldn't be possible to go spend all the money i work so hard for on a week of insanity. for everyone else, i just hope they enjoy the time off.
i should be *or may be* moving out of home again. i found a roomie on roomates.com and i think we clicked so i may be moving in with him... is it bad to have a guy for a roomate. i honestly think it won't be that bad. better than living w/ a fem actually. anybody know?? the apt is ok.. not as nice as my old one, but i can change that with all my shit. the girl is moving in, better step back *wink*. just kidding, i just hope he trusts me as i do him. i've never stolen anything EVER!! and i sure as hell am clean and good to other peoples' shit.
this song is driving me out of my mind.. i have to go..
i crave what i don't have... someone with a mind like mine, it's not that complicating.. not that different from everyone else's. i am just tired of doing this.
*mad world
xo heidi