uh oh
well... it's been a couple of days so i'm going to add an entry for those of you who are jumping at the chance to read about my incredibly boring life. i went out a lot this week. mainly because i met a guy who has been keeping my interest and a reason to get out of the house. it's scary for me to put time or any effort into a relationship. even just dating someone seems new to me since i have been single for well over a year now. i was at the pour house (local college bar) tuesday night and met adam. very nice..... and tall, which is a good trait. we have been chillin for a couple of days and i'm into him. i find myself in a constant haze when he is around. good... or bad, but in a good way. i like him a lot and my jaw is aching from smiling so much when around him. it just happened, just as i figured it would. it has been only a couple of days, but already i am wrapped up. i will take things one step at a time considering so many things around me are going on. i can not decide if being in a relationship would be worth it right now. school will be starting in january, and working two jobs on top of that does not give me an abundance of free time. I just, as i said, need to take baby steps because i always seem to rush into these things and wonder what happened to the little things that start off a relationship. i really am insane for thinking so far ahead of time, but *and i hate saying it*, i think he's 'very' interested, so i do have these decisions to make. i can't just ignore it, it is inevitable.
on a less stressful and lighter note, bills are getting paid after all the worrying i have done thinking i wouldn't be able to pay them. the holidays are here and i just need to stay calm. the hard months are not but a couple months away and i am already stressing out. i need to lighten up a little right?
i just thought i'd add that for now... until next time, tune in for an update on my super interesting week. it is rare for me to have an entry about somebody i met, so keep checking in, because i'll keep u updated.
~heidi