~been a long ass time~
it HAS been a long ass time since i've written anything in this bitch. it's not like nothing is going on. it's like there is so much going on i have NO time to even type in this thing. this is the scoop on ME right now. you might want to sit down for this one. unlike a lot of other people, i like to get my money on my own even when i DO live with my mother and know she'll pay for anything i want. but i have two jobs right now. i am still cleaning condos, something i have been doing for so long it's like a part of me. and i work at seafare in murrell's inlet SC. i am the hostess, the first thing you see when you walk in the door. once you see me, u're day and meal has aleady been wonderful. haha, i know i'm full of it. anyways, my boyfriend is locked up right now and i'm DYING to be with him. i miss him more than anything or anybody i have ever missed in my life. i have the teddy bear he gave me for valentine's day and it's head and appendages are about to fall off. it reminds me so much of him and i sleep with it every night squeezing it to death if it was real. that boy means a lot to me and i'm so madd he had to be taken away, in the end it will be worth it b/c he will no longer be wanted and he won't have to run anymore. anyways, he won't be in there for a whole lot longer. i will still hold on to him b/c i sure haven't wasted any time waiting for him since the day he got in there over a month ago. anyways... be right back w/ more