It's been some time, LJ
I haven't posted in a long while but I really haven't had much to say. LJ, you should know that I am in love. I'm terrified. What makes me think that after 7 years this is going to work? My heart lives in Texas but he plans to join me in the Burgh in a few months. Big step, indeed. When I was younger, I had a beautiful willow tree right outside my window. I'd wake from nightmares and run to my window to verify my willow tree was still there, and feel reality right itself around me, colors come back from a grey wash. No longer in that dream state, the nightmare would be vanquished and I would be calm once again. My Love from Staten Island has replaced that tree in my heart. He calms the terror of the world around me. I think it's his height, or maybe because he sings to me. I've never known what it feels like to be loved in return. I'm going to do the hardest thing I've ever had to do in my life, trust him.