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May 04, 2004 19:43

I remember the day I saw eternal sunshine of the spotless mind. I sat and did absolutley nothing afterwards. I just sat there and thought about things forever. I wish I could erase certain people out of my mind.

If you don't know what you're missing, then you can't hurt.

My Uncle died of a brain aneurysm last Saturday. I'm so sad. He was only 31. Seems like the moment someone gets ahead in life and has something to show for his hard work, God takes it away. He died the night he opened his second Cantina restaurant. Second to the birth of his son, it was the proudest day of his life. And then he died.

Life is so fucked up.

As for me? Well lately I feel as if I have no sense of purpose in this world except to work, pay bills, eat, and sleep. It drains the life from me. The things that brought me happiness and amusement before no longer make me content.

Did you know I drink now? I've developed a penchant for alchohol. Scotch and Cognac to be specific. I know much more now but I feel like I was smarter in my youth.
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