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Jul 26, 2005 10:06

I am in a pit of dispair. I am being very emo and I really don't care at all. Why am I so depressed you ask? well I'll tell you why. In 2003 Jonathon Brandis killed himself and no one told me. I was just randomly looking him up seeing what he was doing and there it is he's dead. I am outraged that the news said nothing. I am so completely blown away that he is dead. I still had plans to marry him, he was my dream boy for so long. I had a million pin ups of him on my wall and now he's dead. I am so sad.
I called Kristy and she didn't know either and now we are both really really upset, it may seem silly to some of you to be so upset over something like this but I really loved him. I can't even handle the fact that I will never see a new jonathon brandis movie again. hOW CAN THIS BE REAL? How can I not have heard of it when it happend?
I don't even know what to do with myself right now I am at the shop and I am not even supposed to be here today.
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