seafood

Jul 07, 2014 21:32

Comfort eat over $100 dinner all by myself in the cajun seafood restaurant did not cheer me a damn bit. Even if they have cavier I cannot be happy because she is totally closing up.

Why the f** did I survive that jump from the van? Why the f** Steph kept calling me so that I wont die of Co2 poisoning? Why the fuck did the B'hai people saved me? If I were dead now I would not need to deal with this hopelessly tied up knot. It is not my hair, I cannot just cut it.

If I were to be frozen to death that night things would be easier, no? Certainly no need to deal with someone who lied to me for 11 years, and certainly I will not suffer right now.

Yes, you are reading it, I know. The four years I spent with you merely prolonged my misery.

I always want to be an angel. Mindless. Cold. Beautiful. Always right.
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