Fuck it all
I'm pretty sure I need everything to just stop for a while so I can melt into the floor or the walls and take a break for a while. people need to stop being bitches, friends need to act like friends, school needs to stop being evil, the cold needs to go away, and the world needs to stop. I think maybe if i could just take a break from life for a little while i'd come back refreshed. I would love to not have to worry about anything for a day and not have anyone make me feel like shit. I honestly would love to go home right now. To lay in my bed with my cat that loves me and my perfectly perfect parents who i miss so fucking much. To see how happy my dad is to see me. To wake up in the morning and go downstairs and sit on the couch next to my mom and smile because I know how much she loves me. To drive around in my car with only me and the music i have cranked and look at the stars. Yeah i know this is a depressing entry but I have not been having a good week. Hopefully next week will bring happiness