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hey everyone!
i haven't posted in a long while.
but if you remember... my mother said that liking both sexes was wrong and that i had to choose.
we haven't really spoken of it since. but...
good news! i have a baby.
her name is not important, but she's my baby and we are... something. i don't quite know yet. it's complicated.
but she plays ball and is very athletic-y sexy, and is funny and sweet and all that good shit. smart too, cuz we go to the same academics plus school.
but i'm shy. and i don't know if it's just cuz i have next to no relationship experience, or if she's the first girl i've ... been involved with? yeah.
and she's been real patient about it, she keeps saying 'i'm sure you'll get over it soon.'
but i don't wanna keep her waiting, and i'm growing out of it gradually, but it's taking kinda long. and sometimes i think of doing something unpredictable and drastic and hot, but then i'm like- wait, she's not into PDA.
i'm a girl, by the way.
but yeah... i need some advice.
i haven't posted in a long while.
but if you remember... my mother said that liking both sexes was wrong and that i had to choose.
we haven't really spoken of it since. but...
good news! i have a baby.
her name is not important, but she's my baby and we are... something. i don't quite know yet. it's complicated.
but she plays ball and is very athletic-y sexy, and is funny and sweet and all that good shit. smart too, cuz we go to the same academics plus school.
but i'm shy. and i don't know if it's just cuz i have next to no relationship experience, or if she's the first girl i've ... been involved with? yeah.
and she's been real patient about it, she keeps saying 'i'm sure you'll get over it soon.'
but i don't wanna keep her waiting, and i'm growing out of it gradually, but it's taking kinda long. and sometimes i think of doing something unpredictable and drastic and hot, but then i'm like- wait, she's not into PDA.
i'm a girl, by the way.
but yeah... i need some advice.