I hate lying
So I have trust issues. More accurately, I hate being lied to. My husband has lied to me. I guess this stuff shouldn't matter, but I just found out that he tried to get back together with his ex-girlfriend days before getting together with me. This is an issue for me on a few levels. First, he said that he had been wanting to be with me for months and was making sure that he was ready. Second, he said that he hadn't called her in months before we got together. Also, I found out he was still taking a few exes out on dates until we got together (and once afterwards, but that's a seperate issue). He lied about that. He claims it's because he can't remember. I feel like I'm married to Alberto fucking Gonzalez with the amount that he "can't remember".
I'm upset. To make matter worse, he has to work late tonight. I'm leaving his stuff on the couch so that he can sleep there. This is one of the only big fights we've had (and related to every other big fight we've ever had). Since we've been together, I've never thought that being alone looked as appealing as it does right now. I know I won't leave. I said forever, and I meant it. And I still love him. I know I wouldn't be at all happy without him and that this will pass. But right now I'm definitely not happy with him.
Wish me luck and peace of mind.
I'm upset. To make matter worse, he has to work late tonight. I'm leaving his stuff on the couch so that he can sleep there. This is one of the only big fights we've had (and related to every other big fight we've ever had). Since we've been together, I've never thought that being alone looked as appealing as it does right now. I know I won't leave. I said forever, and I meant it. And I still love him. I know I wouldn't be at all happy without him and that this will pass. But right now I'm definitely not happy with him.
Wish me luck and peace of mind.