first entry... haha

Dec 22, 2004 16:03

Once, i was in the service road, and this guy came up to me.
He had an ice-pick.
He said he wanted my money and my phone.
I stabbed him, after which I ran.
Satan.
Satan.
Satan.
That's all I could hear after.
It kept happening, the stabbing.
Over and over again. In my head. Over and over, and over, and over again.
Satan made me do it, that's what i would tell myself...

BULLSHIT.

Die.

I wanted to do it.

Hahahahahaha, nice one. Patmyselfontheback feeling.
I celebrated with a nice, little slit on my hand(not wrist)which ended up turning into quite a few.
Small, stingy, and dripping with blood.
Better than a collapsed lung, cracked rib, blood spilling knife wound, I thought.
I thought.
I thought.
I thought.
I thought.
I.
I.
I.
I.
Me.
Whatsupwiththatstupidme,me,me shit anyway?

Beats me. All I know is that I'm all good.
And you?
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