starting lonely lonely night,

[bhui]

Today I remember one of the lyrics....
From a lonely lonely night, I'm searching I'm searching.....
Searching for what, I don't know.
but I know I will never got what I want,
I know I'm a really selfish person.
I just want to be happy....
but looks like really hard....
Tomorrow I will book to see an other DR.
I don't know what will happen.
but I don't really care really more....
I just don't have that feeling to care myself anymore....
I know sounds like I'm get into the conner again.
I don't know I just feel depress.....
so many things need me to think,
so many things need me to choose.
well life how long you will stay on?
I really want to know.
Can any one would like to help me out.
Pull me out from the conner.
If you can please help.....;