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So, we almost broke up tonight, last night(4 am) because he was being drunk and stupid. And while it was all his fault and him playing little mind games, and I told myself that I wasn't going to put up with his shit, and that I didn't need to hear any of it, I ended up going back to his house 2 hours later to apologize and basically beg him to take me back. What. The. Hell. I'm not sure if I can deal with this. But I love him so much. But I've also been in relationships with "children". I just don't know if I can handle this, or if I even have half the strength to go through another heart ache.