Haha. I am happy but weird.

Jan 10, 2006 22:07

So here is the deal.

I hate new years. I hate the eve. I dislike the day. The entire idea of it just rubs me wrong. I love that everyone is trying to start anew and become a better person but I hate the fact that it wont work. I hate how in 3 months, almost everyone will be back to normal. I hate new years because everything it does is against everything i stand for.

If you want to change yourself. DO IT. The new year is a wonderful excuse, but why not change in July, when everything is shit. Why dont you quit smoking in April, when your lungs beg you to drop the habit. Why not exercise in October, when you get that sharp pain in your lungs when you run outside. It is the best pain in the world.

I just hate that change has to be motivated by something so ridiculous as another year. I dont celebrate New Years. I didnt wish anyone Happy New Year, because I dont believe in it. Change must be motivated by something other than time, because time changes things on its own, for better or worse.

When we make our own changes and our own amendments to life. Its always for the better.

PS: Isn't life amazing?! YOU are amazing.
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