Jul 27, 2004 03:53
--//I Haven't been on here in forever cause I've been grounded* Long story-* Anyways I thought I'd just update a lil bit!*
)*(So...I met this "Wonderful" guy named Josh Nixon* and I thought he was the best guy for me-* until 2 weeks into our lil' dating session and I find out he has also started to talk to Dianna Jenkins*and well I asked him about it and he told me that he wasn't talkin to her*so I believe him over Dianna* and well the other day he was over here and she calls and he doesn't answer*so she calls back again*and then he puts his phone on vibrate so it wouldn't be so loud and alarming:cause we were trying to take a lil' nap* and a at about 5 or so Ryan calls and Josh leaves to met him* so after he left I called Dianna to tell her to quit callin Josh and she says well Sorry hun but I'm with him right now* So she hangs up and I call him and ask him about it* he swears to me he wasn't with her*
Well...That night i got online and guess who was on*Dianna* and well she msgs. me and tell me the whole deal and sends me all her history with him* and well now I really beleive her*and so she said she caught him playing us so she called him and told him f*** off- and so they aren't talkin anymore-*
--//so then yesterday I called him before he went into work and told him I had to talk to him- so he said ok..call me when I get off* so i did that-*and he was with his friend Ashley-*(well Ryan says he's ben tryin to get with her forever) but anyways...-*he was like call me back in 20 minutes..so I did and i had no answer*-so I tried back another 10 minutes later and still no answer* so I gave him about 30 more minutes and called again* and his friggin' phone was off* what a jerk* anyways-*
Lastnight I was online at about 1:30 or so and i sent him some msgs. tellin him we were through for good* and I cried about it* so he gets online and I msg him* tellin him I do really wanna see him again and stuff like that* but that I was tired of the liein and playin games*(What does he think this is..one of those shows like tha Bachelor or sumthin*umm I don't think so)and well we work stuff out*but I still tell him that we're not together anymore and all that stuff*but we're still friends* and I still like him so much and Care about him more than anything-*
//-Today I haven't talked to him and I feel like a better person already* cause I don't have to put up with all the lies and think about everything so hard*-*
...Enough about the guy...
Tomorrow is the 2nd 7 on 7 game with Norton vs. Haysi-*
I'm going to go and watch David lead our wonderful team to victory-*he's gonna throw some great passes and get some stunning interceptions-*
Sorry Katie- I know your man plays for them but it's my school*
!*More about Katie//I miss her so much-and ever since we got in that trouble I mentioned earlier...well I havent got to see her but once and that was at the game* We were basically joined at the hip til all that mess got started*I mean we were together every day*but now she spends a lot of time with Sabrina and Shea*and we're not that close anymore*O well*we will be again someday*i know it* right katie*well i love ya girl*
I love everyone else also*except for Dianna because she called me a ho in her journal and went behind my back and started talkin to my man*shows what a friend she WAS-*
Love you guys*
..:*Jess*:..