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I feel really insecure RIGHT NOW. What's going on???
Today, someone made me realize I'm a failure and I should quit cello.
Also, I hate myself for talking constantly in class.
Saturday's the SAT and I'm not ready...
and even I get annoyed with myself a lot.
Carl is right.... I'm soooo f****** annoying.
And I'm not motivated for any of my classes except AP Stats and Orchestra.
Maybe I'm born to be a lazy f***.....
And there's this girl who cuts herself a lot in orchestra...
I saw the scars (marks.. whatever) on her hand today. That made me really scary....because I thought she was having a perfect life and having fun with school. It also made me realize that no one's perfect
Maybe a lot people aren't what they "look" like.
AHH... thinking about all these stuff makes me miss someone really bad
Today, someone made me realize I'm a failure and I should quit cello.
Also, I hate myself for talking constantly in class.
Saturday's the SAT and I'm not ready...
and even I get annoyed with myself a lot.
Carl is right.... I'm soooo f****** annoying.
And I'm not motivated for any of my classes except AP Stats and Orchestra.
Maybe I'm born to be a lazy f***.....
And there's this girl who cuts herself a lot in orchestra...
I saw the scars (marks.. whatever) on her hand today. That made me really scary....because I thought she was having a perfect life and having fun with school. It also made me realize that no one's perfect
Maybe a lot people aren't what they "look" like.
AHH... thinking about all these stuff makes me miss someone really bad