o/` This world is gonna pull through - Don't give up - You've got a reason to live - Can't forget...
I don't feel like eating, but bleh.. want to sleep. I've eaten a few fries, slice of pizza, and a bit of candy. Now I'm eating left overs from three nights ago. Bleh.. well, I'm taking a guess that my stomach/side pains are from stress. I'm bound to give myself ulcers or something one day or another. =\ *sigh* I seem to know quite a few depressed people. Two or three friends online, a few rl, and I'm sinking a bit. First football game and I wanted to string myself up and go over the high end of the bleachers. I ended up sulking my ass off I suppose you'd call it. The first few games always get to me a bit. =\ Damned lost mind. I'm not fond of the noise; high pitches/squeals hurt my ears and I stress. =\ Lucky me I get to sit in a large crowd. I either want to kill myself, kill someone with their instrument in a horribly calm but grotesque way, or turn temporarily deaf. =\ The whole sinking feeling tied with being tired sort of sucks.. Getting clocked on the edge of the eye socket bone with a metal object... other objects tossed at you, and just..bleh. There's a carwash I'll end up going to if I can remember where it is or if I feel well. =\ Goodnight.. I'm tired of a lot, mentally & physically. Sometimes there's a point you should know to stop before you go mad. I think I'm a bit off sometimes. Very high avoidant, very high bipolar? Eh, doubt it I think?... Almost two months since a comment post. I think I'll just keep things to myself if it's going to persist. What's the point of posting something up no one will read? Oh, and I do not want pictures of me. I have reasoning, and fuck you for taking any past or present.