Feb 05, 2005 16:40
this whole entry will be to someone who i care about alot but who has hurt me too many times. you know who you are ............
im really confused about you. i dont even know what to think about you anymore, everytime we talk youre a different person. im tired of it. you always say oh i lied and or i was joking, then yioure saying something completely different the next day. okay seriously now dont mean to sound like a bitch or anything but make up your mind already, what is it you want, from me from anyone?? what is it you want to happen. no more lying or joking, just tell me whats going on and leave it at that.you have no clue how bad you can make me feel sometimes. you say you care but you never really act like it so when i question you you get mad. do you even know what it is you mean anymore? i care about you i really do and youve always said you care too. but you say it to so many people do you even know who it is that you love?i dont think you do. maybe my new opinions are as wrong as the old , so youre free to prove me wrong about you. just tell me what you wanna do. its all up to you now. just dont screw with me anymore.
if you dont wanna talk to me anymore because of this entry then go ahead. ill miss you sure youre a big part of my life and i care as ive said before. but ive said all i can say, just call me or something if you do wanna talk, until then decision is yours. ~nikki~
any friends that wanna commenmt go ahead, and david this is to you so feel free to say what you want.