I always come tumbling after...

[bhindbrwneyez]

I am not sad nor depressed nor any other emotion involving the quivering of the bottom lip; still, I just terribly miss some people. Rory for instance, I miss more than anyone imaginable. Why I am not on his agenda to talk to any more I can't answer. I'd like to think he has an extremely great reason like I gave him TB or something and he's trying to recover. Chances are he's busy having his own life which I think is great if only he could nudge me in my life some times. Busy isn't an excuse when a minute phone call would mean the world. I just miss him so much and can't fathom this desertion. Everytime I hear Coldplay I think of him. That's what we listened to in the car on the way back from prom. Knives remind me of Rory, The Dollar store reminds me of Rory. Infomercials remind me of Rory. (Knives and The Dollar Store from V-day and infomercials because he loves to watch them.)I just wish we could keep an update with each other. God! My life is great. I'm not crying because my life sucks. My life is perfectly fine how it is, but I just wish he was still a part of this great life of mine.

TOmorrow is Will Hoge. I'm going to Laffy to see Erica and John. Due to lack of money, i will not be attending the shows, sadly. Oh well. I'll be in Laffy for the next couple of days. I shall return to my humble abode on Friday.

Next: Matt messages me with "What's happenin'" So I return a message and no fucking answer. What the fuck?! Like I'm not waiting for him to message me, but at the same time I'll be on edge till he does because I'm like what the fuck man. ha! Anywho...

-Kim