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I don't really know if it's my fever, or if I'm just plain crazy.
Last night was...mildly embarrassing/beligerant/regretful/fun to name a few adjectives.
Going out is so overrated.
School has been amazing however...I've been looking forward to college since the first day of high school. Its kind of mind-boggling that I find myself here at 18 already, a college student, a workout enthusiast, an Ace Hardware cashier, a lover of sobreity, a recluse, a crazy girl with a good sense of direction. I always knew I would get here, at this state of being content with who I am and what I've established for myself, it would just take a little time. On the other hand, it feels like time has gone by way too fast. A part of me will always wonder where my life might have gone had I stayed in New England. But I realize that I can't look back now, I can only cherish the moments, experiances, and people in the past that have helped shape who I am today. And I'm happy with who I am right now. I'm happy in my pajama pants, eating trail mix by the pound, a makeup free face, and a mind that is finally undiluted by obstructions that I placed in my own way.
Last night was...mildly embarrassing/beligerant/regretful/fun to name a few adjectives.
Going out is so overrated.
School has been amazing however...I've been looking forward to college since the first day of high school. Its kind of mind-boggling that I find myself here at 18 already, a college student, a workout enthusiast, an Ace Hardware cashier, a lover of sobreity, a recluse, a crazy girl with a good sense of direction. I always knew I would get here, at this state of being content with who I am and what I've established for myself, it would just take a little time. On the other hand, it feels like time has gone by way too fast. A part of me will always wonder where my life might have gone had I stayed in New England. But I realize that I can't look back now, I can only cherish the moments, experiances, and people in the past that have helped shape who I am today. And I'm happy with who I am right now. I'm happy in my pajama pants, eating trail mix by the pound, a makeup free face, and a mind that is finally undiluted by obstructions that I placed in my own way.