self destruct in t-minus 3...2...1...pmsing just brings bad thoughts.
it makes me sick sometimes when i think about it. it makes me want to throw up. and i feel migrainey.
physically ill.
im going to go lie down.
and clear my thoughts.
this will not effect me anymore. or will it always be here?
i almost walked out of the movie the other day. i almost couldnt handle it. even jokes and stories and the name gets to me. im being weak. im burning my book of aches and pains and secrets.
i need newness. soon.
this is a wimpy thing to say, but sometimes i really wish i could just erase my memories like in eternal sunshine.
i havent taken the easy way out yet, but im just sayin that i actually might give in.
...if there even was such a solution.
rule #74: Accept life and growing up and pain and happiness and move on.
Always look to the future, but always remember the past.
Just remember, though, no dwelling on.
people tend to get confused with that on.
physically ill.
im going to go lie down.
and clear my thoughts.
this will not effect me anymore. or will it always be here?
i almost walked out of the movie the other day. i almost couldnt handle it. even jokes and stories and the name gets to me. im being weak. im burning my book of aches and pains and secrets.
i need newness. soon.
this is a wimpy thing to say, but sometimes i really wish i could just erase my memories like in eternal sunshine.
i havent taken the easy way out yet, but im just sayin that i actually might give in.
...if there even was such a solution.
rule #74: Accept life and growing up and pain and happiness and move on.
Always look to the future, but always remember the past.
Just remember, though, no dwelling on.
people tend to get confused with that on.