the dust has only just begun to form

[bharperfan11]

pride has been bruised
ITS NOT ALWAYS ABOUT YOU
telling oneself such things
has yet to make them true

with your
self indulgent
over dramatic
under represented
words

self absorbed
couldn't i just be happy?
ITS NOT ALWAYS ABOUT YOU
maybe this once?

when did i lose my grasp?

am i stuck in a cycle?

would it even matter if i knew?