Nov 14, 2005 16:18
Work made me cry again today. I don't think that is a good sign. I need to get my large, round buttocks in gear and make a plan to get the heck out of there. Then I need to take the first step of the plan and I think I will be golden. I have been trying to think that way lately. I think it is what a mind like mine needs to get things done. I just think so much,all the time, that it all bundles and clumps and everything is indistiguishable. But when I break things down and have simple step by step tasks I am much more successful. For example... my house is often a wreck. I will think, 'The house needs to get cleaned'. THen I think the livingroom is dirty, the kitchen is dirty, the bathroom is dirty, Zander's room is messy, etc... and I get overwhelmed. I instead think, 'Wash the dishes in the kitchen.' Do it and then it is done and it frees up a little room in my head. I then think, 'Get a bag and pick up the trash off the livingroom floor.' DONE! Another thing off the list and I can start to see more clearly.
For some this might seem like an obvious solution, but you see for me that solution was in the clump that I mentioned above, hard to see.