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[bh2385]

Not again...no don't let this happen again... I can't take another bit of pain like this... I hurt inside, I can feel my heart beating and it means nothing to me. I don't know what's keeping me going these days but there must be something! I want to die...there's only one thing keeping me here. I know what it is, its you... Why do you do this to me? Why do you keep antagonizing me?! I was always good to you...we made sense. I tried to help you along the way, though I did stumble...I always had your best interest in mind. You never saw that...you always saw me and another trying to make your life harder... Well fuck that! if what I did made your life harder than there was no reason for me to try at all was there!? I should have given up a long time ago shouldn't I? That's what you wanted me to do...but you never had the guts to tell me. You continued to drag me along with you...that's enough now. My heart can't take anymore of this...

I'm leaving this place...it holds nothing for me...you're gone now, I only wanted you to hold me...to tell me you love me...

This pain...this cut...this burning sensation...this blood...its beautiful...

I pray I wake up in the morning, I made a promise and I don't break those. Tiffany...don't die...I need you...

promise me you'll be okay...that'll you'll be there for me...don't leave me