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i miss being an athlete. more than i've ever missed anything before. i miss being in shape at all time, being ready for games, the fans cheering for you even thought they don't know you. but over everything, i miss the competiton. i miss my team vs his team. god i loved that. the feeling when i threw it down right over a oppenents back, there is nothing in competition that feels better than that. i've been playing in a league with guys that are on asu's team. every game when i score 20 and they do nothing idrive home thinking why did i not try and be on asu's team. so many what if's in my life. but hey, i am perfectly happy with where i am right now, i love my girlfriend and love conquers all. God has a plan for us all, and i believe God has chosen me to be something great and i will do everything to be what he wanted me to be.