long time
it has been so long for me to write in here ......i had alot of things going on frist Danielle went back to Texas and never came back but she texts and calls me just about every day ..... she says that we will be back together soon ....but i know i will never see her again i feel that in my heart..... but there is a nother girl and her name is Dianna and i dont know how i feel about at this time .... then there is a nother one Amber and she wants to go out with me too but my heart is still hoping for Danielle to come back .....i am just heart broken about everything at this time ......i just got out of the hospital. i had cancer and now i will never have kids and i will never have someone to love or i will never have my own family i hate my life i just want to die i have no one to grow old with the one i want is 1000, miles away and i feel like i will never hold her again i just want to go to Texas and walk up to her and look into her sexy brown eyes and kiss her the way she loved for me to do and put her in my arms and tell i love u with all my heart and want leave with out her with me ........i know that sounds like a dork but if it does then i will be a dork .....
