Jul 28, 2005 14:54
it makes really sad for people to see how unhappy they are. unhappy with themselves, life, whatever.. i don't know causes it. but unhappy enough for them to make pretty strong judgements about someone and have enough meanness in them to be so mean to people.
i can't imagine. i mean, i can imagine. i was like that before i was a Christian. just voicing my opinion, thinking i just knew everything. but then i got smart. and i don't do those things anymore. despite what people who don't know me may think.
b/c if all these people knew anything about me, they wouldn't be saying these things. and if they knew me and still thought these things, then maybe i wouldn't think they sounded like such idiots. b/c that's what they sound like.
anyway. i'm going to pray really hard about all this. b/c i really feel sorry for a lot of people right now. and instead of getting angry or hurt or aggrivated, i want to pray about it and let God decide what the consequences of their actions are. b/c it's not my job to put them in their place anymore. i won't even respond or give them the satisfaction.
i will, however, voice what i want on here. from now on, yes, i'll leave out names. mainly to save myself from dealing with drama than anything.
i had a busy day today. drill team ws fun. EXHAUSTING. i'm sore. lol. but fun.
got my wedding pictures. yessssssssss.
i'm tired and my back hurts. so i'm going to go rest till joshy gets home. yay. :-)