Sep 06, 2006 15:22
Daggg! iduno wut possesed me to come on dis website ! but myspace took over this. But now dat da broke down PC i got dont let me go n2 update my blogs..i must resort bak to dis. and plus.. i kno ery1 or hardly any1 gonna think to come and read this so...
anyway
LIFE !
it has changed SOOOOO much since that last timez i wrote in here ! Itz crazy man. I have changed a little bit too..i remember i said that i wanted to get fingered afta Charmaine had got done by Rashad.DAS CRAZY. I guez i'm more of my own person now.
But...actually dat last tyme i out of the blue updated n diss, i thnk i talked about Nick. OMG ! Demojne iz lyke Just lyke him !!! itz crazy. and Nick aint changed lyke 1 bit since lass year. But hey, itz only been a few monthz so mayb he'll grow outta dat immaturity, Let's pray 4 him !!!
I hate how pple have big mouths these dayz
Derrel n JOsh wuz bout to fight and Decara and Arteya wuz " bout to fight " QUOTE UN-QUOTE !! i cant imagine neitha 1 of dem fightn..if it actually wuda happened i wuda been bewildered..haha! i use big words..but nahh i wuz been lyke WHHHHHAT?!!?!
But so much dun happened since my last update.
In english : Austin has happened since the last tyme i updated ! And can u believe he's already outta my life? ..And sumtimez it makez me wana Cry-eye !!lyke Chris BrEEzy say. But yeah..he life came in my life and left out so quick. Like a flash-by..No, a Drive by. He came by and i got shot but it happend SOOO quick and i wish it wuda happened longer so i coulda identified the person.
lol..OKay i kno i lost sum pple there but i'm tryna make a dang ANALOGY okay !! lyke he went by SOOO fast and effected me greatly but i wish he coulda stuck around longer.
Get it?Got it? GUUD
But yea i dont thnk uma eva talk to him again..but i kno ima see em cuz ery body b at COBB n he b dere n i b dere so i kno ima c em sumtime but i'm not even gon sai Hi if he lookn da opposite way..i mean im not gon tryn get his attention or nuthin. If it wuz decara he wouldnt b outta her lyfe !! she b aggresive wit her menz !! i b admirin' that sometimez. But if he wana b lyke that then itz wuteva. If he really has a purpose to be in my life then he would come bak n2 it or never really leave. BUT i still love him to death. i dont care if he dont love me or care bout me or even remember me...it kant stop me frum lovin him. it'll juss make me sad. OH GOD ! i remember wen he used to love me. THE BEST FEELN N DA WHOLE WIDE UNIVERSE. i wuz da happiest chik breathn. but owell..he'z ova now, i guess..tyme 2 look 4 my future hubby.
other than that..i 4got wut i wanted to write in here. Wen i thnk bout him ery thing else juss go away...i thnk he mite got a new g.f. tho ! lol..ima alwayz assumin.but wut iz it to me tho? he aint my man? BUT STILL if itz da lul short puerto rican trick i WILL beat her asssssetz ! I'll beat her down juss to laugh at her and den Austin wud laugh too cuz it wud juss b that funny ! b lyke meet me at da cobb TRICK u getn beat dowwwwwwn !!
brb!