Dec 05, 2006 17:58
i lost a paper to the place where unsaved computer files go to die today. i worked at the school for like 7 hours on a god damned paper. saved it, or so i thought and then shut down my computer. now it is gone. gone gone gone... my proff says its okay and that i can get it to him when ever its done.. but it is done, why cant he just imagine what my paper mightbe like and give me the 78 i know im going to get... maybe an 80 or 82 in this class. why do i have to start all over. re type all my quotes from the play it's on. re-find all the quotes, re theorize about the quotes. i hate quotes. why cant my own ideas be enough? well i know the answer to that question but right now eating toast in the tub seems like a better idea. and my final exam i was going to work on tonight gets pushed to tomorrow morning... i wish i had never started university, i was great employee at the gap... oh wait they fired me.. well i could have found another job. why cant my degree be in making animals out of pipe cleaners and giving presentations. there should be an option for an oral paper. i should be able to go out with my proff and tell him what i would write if i had the attention span to sit in front of a word document. i should be given the oppertunity to get off topic and make jokes.
well.. thats enough of that.
over and out.