Happy Holidays
I hope everyone had a very merry christmas, and I hope you have a happy new year as well!
My Christmas wasn't too bad, I did manage to get into an argument with two of my sisters, and one attempted an apology that was insincere, I am still a bit upset about it because it was so petty.
I'm having a very gloomy day today, Candice picked up Bell this morning to take her back to Colorado. Last night I was really sad about it and cried while she laid next to me in bed. I can't believe how emotionally attached you get to your dog, but I'm still sad about it. After Candice left I cried some more, and my Mom said she missed her too, but she was only gone for not even 15 minutes. I got up, took a shower, went to breakfast with some old friends, and have just been in this sad mood.
I can't even type this with out crying, I love both of my dogs, and even though I was wanting to find them homes, I don't think I was prepared. I really hope he takes good care of her, and I hope that she will be ok. She's been around Tyson since she was 8 weeks old, so I hope that them being apart doesn't effect her in a negative way. At least the drive to Colorado she'll be with two other dogs, one of which she knew from Colorado (Candice and Buc's dogs). It's just so sad to let her go. No matter how much trouble she got into, she was still my dog, and I just miss her and it's only been like 3 hours.
I just can't deal with the crying. I think it's been too long since I've had a good cry anyways, but just thinking about her makes me all emotional.
Tyson slept with Nathan last night, so he wasn't around when Bell left this morning. He's going to get out of bed and probably look for her. Candice says Bell's been crying in the car, I just really hope he takes care of her. I know he loves her too, and that's his puppy, but he hasn't been with her for the past four months, she's been with me and Tyson. It will be fine, I need to have faith that both of my dogs will be great and this is the best thing.
I just read some articles last week about how when puppies are raised with a dog for so long they can get physically ill from not having them around, so I really worry about that. Bell just turned a year old on the 23rd, so for the past ten months it has been her and Tyson, so I hope she'll be ok.
I'm off, got to put on a happy face to go eat lunch at my Grandma's.
-Until next time.
My Christmas wasn't too bad, I did manage to get into an argument with two of my sisters, and one attempted an apology that was insincere, I am still a bit upset about it because it was so petty.
I'm having a very gloomy day today, Candice picked up Bell this morning to take her back to Colorado. Last night I was really sad about it and cried while she laid next to me in bed. I can't believe how emotionally attached you get to your dog, but I'm still sad about it. After Candice left I cried some more, and my Mom said she missed her too, but she was only gone for not even 15 minutes. I got up, took a shower, went to breakfast with some old friends, and have just been in this sad mood.
I can't even type this with out crying, I love both of my dogs, and even though I was wanting to find them homes, I don't think I was prepared. I really hope he takes good care of her, and I hope that she will be ok. She's been around Tyson since she was 8 weeks old, so I hope that them being apart doesn't effect her in a negative way. At least the drive to Colorado she'll be with two other dogs, one of which she knew from Colorado (Candice and Buc's dogs). It's just so sad to let her go. No matter how much trouble she got into, she was still my dog, and I just miss her and it's only been like 3 hours.
I just can't deal with the crying. I think it's been too long since I've had a good cry anyways, but just thinking about her makes me all emotional.
Tyson slept with Nathan last night, so he wasn't around when Bell left this morning. He's going to get out of bed and probably look for her. Candice says Bell's been crying in the car, I just really hope he takes care of her. I know he loves her too, and that's his puppy, but he hasn't been with her for the past four months, she's been with me and Tyson. It will be fine, I need to have faith that both of my dogs will be great and this is the best thing.
I just read some articles last week about how when puppies are raised with a dog for so long they can get physically ill from not having them around, so I really worry about that. Bell just turned a year old on the 23rd, so for the past ten months it has been her and Tyson, so I hope she'll be ok.
I'm off, got to put on a happy face to go eat lunch at my Grandma's.
-Until next time.