Random thoughts
always seeing the solution to my problems but forever finding better things to do than fix them...knowing that the possibility of you is out the window yet still wanting another chance...being lonely but not wanting to break out of your shell...wanting more than this but not seeing where to go...i need some big changes...i need to stop identifying through the presence of another person in my life...i need to stop letting memories cloud me over...you need to make up your mind for once...you can't live forever in childish indecisions...you're not making anything of your life...you're just wasting it all and you have far too much to spoil...what are you doing to better yourself...how are you going to make everything ok again...YOU will never be my solution...its amazing how one can alter their emotions yet still have the feeling they tried to bury....i wish i hadn't rushed things far too many times...i wish i wasn't writing this pretentious shit...but i am...every passing second is a chance to turn everything right again