Whatever the fuck
I kinda knew this would happen but i guess i wasn;t as cool with the idea as i thought i was. Oh well shit happens. As soonj as the commitment and being afraid of things came up i knew that nothing would ever happen with us but i guess there's always some part of you stuck on denial and clinging onto the smallest of percentages that just makes you wanna kick yourself.
Well if you end up being happy then good. I think i would have rathered found someone at school anyway rather than having to deal with a distance relationship and missing whoever i was with. Fuck that it just doesn't sound like fun. Anything i said before about you i meant completely and this in no way means i'm going to be a childish shit and be like oh no i don't want to be friends with you because you like someone else. That would be pretty bastardy. You are special and i would rather hold a friendship rather than ignoring you and letting things dissipate. So hopefully you get what you want.
Well if you end up being happy then good. I think i would have rathered found someone at school anyway rather than having to deal with a distance relationship and missing whoever i was with. Fuck that it just doesn't sound like fun. Anything i said before about you i meant completely and this in no way means i'm going to be a childish shit and be like oh no i don't want to be friends with you because you like someone else. That would be pretty bastardy. You are special and i would rather hold a friendship rather than ignoring you and letting things dissipate. So hopefully you get what you want.