ARGH!!!
FML.
So today I totally failed a math test that should've been easy because I knew what I was doing going into it. It figures that the questions I was completely confuzzled about were the ones that everyone else didn't need help with, and the ones I did in a minute or so were the ones she had to focus on answering questions for---and when does my teacher answer my question? When she's collecting the test, because that's so much help to me then. ARGH. And it's not like I have anyone to blame because it seems like everyone was on the same shitboat as me!
I haven't been able to write in forever and my head hurts just thinking about all the unresolved shit I have going on in my brain. I can't even take a minute to breathe because of this effing film we're doing for drama that feels like it's never going to get done.
Lately I've been sad about nothing and I'm not even able to blame it on PMS-ing. This is more sad than actually being sad. I hate feeling like crying every five seconds over nothing because I don't usually do that and it pisses me off.
It's just really frustrating, I guess, because nothing seems to be falling into place anymore. I'm tired of constantly killing myself over all this if I feel like I'm getting nothing out of it.
:(
SADFACES FOREVER.
Okay, I'm out.
So today I totally failed a math test that should've been easy because I knew what I was doing going into it. It figures that the questions I was completely confuzzled about were the ones that everyone else didn't need help with, and the ones I did in a minute or so were the ones she had to focus on answering questions for---and when does my teacher answer my question? When she's collecting the test, because that's so much help to me then. ARGH. And it's not like I have anyone to blame because it seems like everyone was on the same shitboat as me!
I haven't been able to write in forever and my head hurts just thinking about all the unresolved shit I have going on in my brain. I can't even take a minute to breathe because of this effing film we're doing for drama that feels like it's never going to get done.
Lately I've been sad about nothing and I'm not even able to blame it on PMS-ing. This is more sad than actually being sad. I hate feeling like crying every five seconds over nothing because I don't usually do that and it pisses me off.
It's just really frustrating, I guess, because nothing seems to be falling into place anymore. I'm tired of constantly killing myself over all this if I feel like I'm getting nothing out of it.
:(
SADFACES FOREVER.
Okay, I'm out.