Sep 18, 2013 02:39
I honestly tried so fucking hard to please people, so getting this stupid shit thrown in my face is really more than I care to deal with. Really? I tried to make a lot of things happen for you people but you wanna know why they didn't? Because YOU DIDN'T MAKE THEM POSSIBLE. I tried my hardest but I am not a fucking miracle worker. I'm not going to be able to pull house parties out of my ass if there's no fucking house to host it at. I offered the cleaning services needed, I offered to have the council pay for any tickets. But really? FUCK THIS. FUCK IT.
I tried to make events that everyone would come to, but none of you felt like showing up. And it's my fault for not taking your feedback when I practically begged you for it? My fault for not getting enough input when I constantly asked and asked and asked? My fault for not advertising it because I didn't personally inbox each and every fucking one of you?!
God damn no wonder other people hate you guys.
I'm sorry I tried to love you.
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