Hello my old friends
Hi.
So it's been nearly two years since i posted here at all. Wow. Well, i'm going to try to get back into posting regularly. Did you miss me?
Some stuff has happened since December 2012 i guess. Lots of it. 2013 was kinda bleak but i finally got proper help with my mental health, went on sertraline and had some CBT. Commuting nearly killed me. I met a bunch of cool new people. I went to Berlin and had an amazing adventure in Sweden, Denmark and Norway. Tom and i went poly. I decided to move nearer to work, which meant movimg to Small Shitty Town (tm). I went out to CA with my mum to see family and stuff and we took a road trip to Sonoma for wine. My SAD was horrific and I realised that i cannot keep living through Manchester winters much longer.
2014 has also been eventful. I cut all my hair off. I became a godmother. The stress of my job got really horrific and much of 2013/14 was awful. I switched to citalopram, which was way better for me than sertraline. I got some person-centred therapy which was sooooo much better than CBT and such a huge help. The first man i ever loved died suddenly and that was horrible and also really actually a big kick up the arse to sort my life out. My job was awfully stressful and my MH was really bad and i realised that none of the stuff i was doing was really fulfilling for me. Tom and i got married. I quit myl0p job (yay) about 2 months ago and in a few days i am moving to California and living in my grandmother's house til i can find a job and apply for a spousal visa for Tom and then he'll come out and find a job and then NEW LIFE AND ADVENTURES. And less SAD hopefully.
I am so excited to be back.