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Last night Jacky and I went over to P-holes again to watch movies. It was Jacky, Emily, Pat, Kate and I. We watched a really annoying anime, some horror flick, and a really funny movie about people who work in a sex shop. We stayed there until 2:30am which might not have been the greatest idea, as I had to work the next day.
Yeah, so today I did work at 1:00pm. I did get to sleep in a bit but I was still really tired. So at work I kept zoneing out and yawning. Thank god today was the last day of training.
I came home and made pasta and ate it.
At 7:00pm I went to tap. As usual I sucked and got angry at myself. But thats how it always is at the beginning of the year.
My dad didn't come pick me up so I had to walk home in the rain.
When I got home I was in the most horrid mood. My mom kept trying to talk to me but I got mad. The thought of being near another human being made me want to kill, yet I felt extreamly lonely.
I was suppost to watch a movie with Jacky, but I refused to leave my house. Instead I sat and listened to depressing music and playing stupid msn games until I was calmed. Then I ate chocolate icecream which is always the ulimate cure for depression. I went downstairs and watched some movie with my parents.
Moods like that are so ridiculous and I wish I wouldn't get them all the time. At least they only linger for a short time.
Yeah, so today I did work at 1:00pm. I did get to sleep in a bit but I was still really tired. So at work I kept zoneing out and yawning. Thank god today was the last day of training.
I came home and made pasta and ate it.
At 7:00pm I went to tap. As usual I sucked and got angry at myself. But thats how it always is at the beginning of the year.
My dad didn't come pick me up so I had to walk home in the rain.
When I got home I was in the most horrid mood. My mom kept trying to talk to me but I got mad. The thought of being near another human being made me want to kill, yet I felt extreamly lonely.
I was suppost to watch a movie with Jacky, but I refused to leave my house. Instead I sat and listened to depressing music and playing stupid msn games until I was calmed. Then I ate chocolate icecream which is always the ulimate cure for depression. I went downstairs and watched some movie with my parents.
Moods like that are so ridiculous and I wish I wouldn't get them all the time. At least they only linger for a short time.