yeah
new start.....
yeah...
this is my life...and...i decided when it will end..:>
so...in 2 years...in 2 years i'm going to kill myself..but now..now i'm going to live...yeah :>:>:>
yes, i should write why i wanna do this. :] ofcourse like all teenagers i don't feel happy...usually i'm always unhappy, sad and weak...and...the other reason: i'm sick...i have depression and hallucinations all the time...and that's why i'm weak and powerless....i was medicated in mental hospital...and...well...i'm still there...they are trying to help me...:> i'm giving them a chance. :]
yeah...
this is my life...and...i decided when it will end..:>
so...in 2 years...in 2 years i'm going to kill myself..but now..now i'm going to live...yeah :>:>:>
yes, i should write why i wanna do this. :] ofcourse like all teenagers i don't feel happy...usually i'm always unhappy, sad and weak...and...the other reason: i'm sick...i have depression and hallucinations all the time...and that's why i'm weak and powerless....i was medicated in mental hospital...and...well...i'm still there...they are trying to help me...:> i'm giving them a chance. :]