what is wrong with me? am i insane?
i just wrote andrew an email and told him that i didn't think it was working with us......
am i crazy? i've been wanting this for 7 months and i finally get it and i'm ruining it!! what is wrong???????? why is it that i ruin everything good i get???????
maybe i don't think i'm good enough to have anything great.....
maybe i'm not.
geez i'm really messed up..........
do i ENJOY hurting people? do i enjoy inflicting pain on myself as well?
i'll see what happens.....
xxcut
so tonight I'll sit and pick apart your pictures
And overanalyze your words
But the truth is that I've never fallen so hard
It's taking everything in me
am i crazy? i've been wanting this for 7 months and i finally get it and i'm ruining it!! what is wrong???????? why is it that i ruin everything good i get???????
maybe i don't think i'm good enough to have anything great.....
maybe i'm not.
geez i'm really messed up..........
do i ENJOY hurting people? do i enjoy inflicting pain on myself as well?
i'll see what happens.....
xxcut
so tonight I'll sit and pick apart your pictures
And overanalyze your words
But the truth is that I've never fallen so hard
It's taking everything in me