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I have realized that it is too hard to try and cheer someone up time after time after individuals talk about problems with their significant others, but then it is okay right after they talk to that significant other. I mean, you try to be there for them, but you know it will be fine after, so the words become hollow. Kind of like a robotic answer. I love words, I love to put feeling into my words. I become tired after using words a lot. I guess I am sad to waste all these words of comfort when I know it will be fine. Here, I sit, and just wish that I kinda had someone, ya know? But so do a lot of people, so my want is natural and shouldn't be dwelled on. It's hard nonetheless to not have that something you want. I mean, I know I can live just fine, it's just a not whole. Kind of like life isn't complete. That's natural too. I'm almost 19, I have a lot of time, I know this. Just feeling a little old, I guess. Maybe sobered up in a way.