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I write in here a lot. I don't quite know why. Probably because it is Thursday morning and I am in human biology class. We're not learning about anything interesting; this such as the male and female anatomy. I hope we are tested on that this semester. I know that information.
Last night I was able to talk to a close friend of mine. It made me cry, feeling his pain. I wish I could help him more, maybe I can. I will find a way. How I do miss conversations like that, ones that actually mean something. No longer two people exchanging syntax of words, but a conversation delivered with incredible diction. Maybe he felt something, maybe I did too.
So tired. I don't know if I can keep pushing myself to stay up so late, it is worth it though. Definitely worth it.
I think I am drained. This isn't like me. Usually I can come to the empty page and fill it up with all my thoughts, not that my thoughts are organized or anything. I just can't think today. Oh, how I want to hold someone and be held. Find someone to take a nap with. That would be nice.
Last night I was able to talk to a close friend of mine. It made me cry, feeling his pain. I wish I could help him more, maybe I can. I will find a way. How I do miss conversations like that, ones that actually mean something. No longer two people exchanging syntax of words, but a conversation delivered with incredible diction. Maybe he felt something, maybe I did too.
So tired. I don't know if I can keep pushing myself to stay up so late, it is worth it though. Definitely worth it.
I think I am drained. This isn't like me. Usually I can come to the empty page and fill it up with all my thoughts, not that my thoughts are organized or anything. I just can't think today. Oh, how I want to hold someone and be held. Find someone to take a nap with. That would be nice.