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[beyondthestars]

ok...usually i just fill this space with my pointless surveys and/or bitching about something that's on my mind at the moment..but you know what? i'll spare all of you. i'm beginning to think no one likes to read this thing anyway..so, i'll just leave you all with a simple question.

why do i have to feel like drugs, cigarettes, and alcohol are becoming better friends to those who are close to me than i am/ever was?

AM I THAT WORTHLESS?