hmm
i always slip..this morning i ate breakfast..threw it up..then took a patentlean...then didn't eat the rest of the day..exercised..whatever..then hung out w/friends and ended up eating food at my friend's house..she drank by herself today..we were waiting in front of this kid's house when i decided i was gonna make myself puke..well only a little bit came up..so i took 25 laxatives...my stomach should be dying in a couple of hours...god i feel bad...i don't know what's happening to my friend..but she is reminding me so much of myself lately that i'm getting upset..i just want to cry all of the time...god i need to stop being such a baby