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the guys came over to Jon's house last night for some burgers....Jon told them about the job interview, and how this would probably be one of his last bbqs because he was probably moving. and it just hit in a really weird way. Heebs and I went out to Acme to get the food, and it was kind of quiet and awkward in the car. then he said he'd "miss the hell" out of me, and I started to tear up. definitely disappeared twice in the beginning of the evening to recompose myself. Heebs was a comfort, though. he knew I'd been crying, and came upstairs at one point to see how I was doing. wound up just randomly talking while I tried to stop the tears. he's a very, very good friend.
if this goes through, it's the best for everyone. it just hurts a lot. I've lived in the same house my entire life, and despite spending four years in DE I've never really moved. high school graduation, everyone left. for college graduation, it'll be a lot of the same. but....not everyone is moving away.
God, I'm talking like everything's happening tomorrow. I still need to get through this semester, concentrate on classes and doing my own thing before this really affects me. I've got Seussical to get through! parties! late night talks with my roommate!
....but still.
ok.....time to actually get hw done.....
if this goes through, it's the best for everyone. it just hurts a lot. I've lived in the same house my entire life, and despite spending four years in DE I've never really moved. high school graduation, everyone left. for college graduation, it'll be a lot of the same. but....not everyone is moving away.
God, I'm talking like everything's happening tomorrow. I still need to get through this semester, concentrate on classes and doing my own thing before this really affects me. I've got Seussical to get through! parties! late night talks with my roommate!
....but still.
ok.....time to actually get hw done.....