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I have a short fuse when I'm stressed.
so I'm meeting with my roommates for next year to talk apartment stuff. I shouldn't be bitter that I feel like I've done everything myself (checked prices and whatnot) for utilities, because I don't trust any of them to get it done, but I'm still annoyed.
we are unorganized.
and SHE'S SO FUCKING CONDESCENDING SOMETIMES!
I can't concentrate when I get frustrated like this. she doesn't think sometimes. she wants ethernet installed in all of our rooms. does she KNOW how much that would cost? am I the only one thinking in $$$? and when I mention that I'd like to change the day we meet, she says "Kate, I have a meeting and an audition on Monday. I was planning on using Sunday to pack." all you have to say is "hey, tomorrow won't work." I really want to punch something. or someone. or explode. or a tall, really, really strong drink.
hmmm. no. drinking right now would be bad, because then I'd meet with them and actually say what I think, and they'd discover that I'm really a callous bitch and wouldn't want to live with me anymore. and that could be awkward.
in other news. I had a production staff meeting yesterday for Sweet Charity. I got reeeeeally excited. I'll be busy as all hell cuz of the thesis stuff, but damned if I'm not going to work my ass off on this production and make it awesome. I've been wanting to have a bigger role, like I did in high school, for so long now. it makes me really happy that I'm one of the "big four" on this production. theater is my lifeline.....some days I hate it and want to smack people, but overall it's one of the things in this world that keeps me sane.
and now back to studying. man, it sucks when I'm so frustrated with people that I literally can't concentrate on studying for one of my most difficult exams. which I have on Monday. gaaaaaaah!
so I'm meeting with my roommates for next year to talk apartment stuff. I shouldn't be bitter that I feel like I've done everything myself (checked prices and whatnot) for utilities, because I don't trust any of them to get it done, but I'm still annoyed.
we are unorganized.
and SHE'S SO FUCKING CONDESCENDING SOMETIMES!
I can't concentrate when I get frustrated like this. she doesn't think sometimes. she wants ethernet installed in all of our rooms. does she KNOW how much that would cost? am I the only one thinking in $$$? and when I mention that I'd like to change the day we meet, she says "Kate, I have a meeting and an audition on Monday. I was planning on using Sunday to pack." all you have to say is "hey, tomorrow won't work." I really want to punch something. or someone. or explode. or a tall, really, really strong drink.
hmmm. no. drinking right now would be bad, because then I'd meet with them and actually say what I think, and they'd discover that I'm really a callous bitch and wouldn't want to live with me anymore. and that could be awkward.
in other news. I had a production staff meeting yesterday for Sweet Charity. I got reeeeeally excited. I'll be busy as all hell cuz of the thesis stuff, but damned if I'm not going to work my ass off on this production and make it awesome. I've been wanting to have a bigger role, like I did in high school, for so long now. it makes me really happy that I'm one of the "big four" on this production. theater is my lifeline.....some days I hate it and want to smack people, but overall it's one of the things in this world that keeps me sane.
and now back to studying. man, it sucks when I'm so frustrated with people that I literally can't concentrate on studying for one of my most difficult exams. which I have on Monday. gaaaaaaah!