Oct 08, 2008 15:34
At this very moment, Julian Sark is in the lobby of the Kashtta Tower for no other reason than a stubborn attitude learned from the Queen of Stubborn Attitudes, herself (and only matched by the Crown Princess- yes, Sydney, we're looking at you), because clearly when he's not the first choice for a mission in general, the only logical thing to do is to make sure people are aware that he's willing and able to volunteer... And somehow staking out the lobby and pretending to be completely nonchalant about it (and doing a fair job of that too) is the right way to go.
He's not as on edge as he's been for the better part of two weeks (or has it been longer?), but that's mostly because if he's going to present himself as the only logical person to take care of this matter when the proper plans have been made, he has to be perceived as perfectly calm and capable and unruled by his emotions as he normally is. Somehow getting back into the mental state he usually perpetuates naturally took a lot more effort and meditation than he really would have figured necessary.
Whatever. He's calm now anyway. You'd have to be willing to dig to get past anything beyond that.
cnj,
julian sark,
the vesmier