The TARDIS sends one last psychic blast at the Rift, eliciting a backlash which sends a wave of compressed air resounding around the room. :: want{{home}} && need{{home}} && need{{Doctor}{mine}} && {{afraidunsureHURT}} !! :: she keens, and settles into a good psychic shudder. :: location{{this}} «= potential{{unpleasant}{frightening}{new}{;_;}} ::
It takes Revan a few minutes to work out what the TARDIS is saying. She asks, May I "teach" myself your language?, conveying what she intends to do along with the question-which is to say, search the TARDIS's consciousness and transfer an understanding of the language to her own mind. She'd rather communicate with her in her own language.
The TARDIS sends a wash of :: {{assent}} ::, gathering up the concept of the language and its own peculiar grammar and streaming it in Revan's direction before she needs to search for it. :: entity{{Doctor}{location(here)}} == Doctor{!mine} ::, she says. :: incident.is/was{Doctor{this}.demonstrate{thought}{memory}{recall}(fact:{'Time Lord' != {'friend'}{constant}{absolute}})} ::.
Revan's a bit surprised by the streaming but goes with it anyway. She sorts through the new information before replying, :: entity{TARDIS} == {confused}{hurt} ?? I{entity{Revan}}.request{you{help}{heal}} ::.
She hopes the syntax is correct. This is her first time attempting to speak TARDIS-speak, after all.
The TARDIS regards her, shrinkng back inside herself just a bit. :: process{fix}{this} repair»{'surface organisation'} && !repair»{'underlying cause'} ::, she says. She's not averse, per se, she just... doesn't know how that helps.
:: process{'therapy'}{talk} » assist{entity{me} » understand{why.entity{you} == {confusedhurt}{broken}}}} ; if{entity{me}}.understand{why} » entity{me}{attempt process(repair»{'underlying cause'})} ::, Revan responds. Unsure if she's properly conveyed what she means, she also sends a saying: :: Sometimes you must take small steps before taking large ones. ::
She whrrs. She's not used to taking little steps. Presented with just about anything, she can generally power through it. Go straight to the heart of the issue and rewrite it. She just doesn't know how, in this case. Or what the heart of the issue is.
The TARDIS whrrbles, beginning to play back the triggering encounter. He'd told her that Time Lords weren't necessarily to be trusted, uprooting one of the cardinal faiths the TARDISes were made with. It felt like discovering that Time was linear, that sentience was fixed, that the node tying person to identity was non-unary. And she'd responded by turning over the two Time Lords closest to her, tearing through their minds looking for evidence that they would turn on her, twist her up and make her scream against her very nature...
And she hadn't found any. But then they'd gone away.
So she finds her way to the Rift Room and stretches her mind out to the TARDIS, exuding calmness. You shouldn't try that... What's wrong?
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The Doctor here isn't your Doctor?
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She hopes the syntax is correct. This is her first time attempting to speak TARDIS-speak, after all.
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:: {TRUE} ; entity{Me} == {confusedhurt} ; request(repair) ::
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:: assist.identify({specifics}{underlying cause}) ?? ::
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And she hadn't found any. But then they'd gone away.
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:: I{sympathize}{identify} ; entity{me} == {'Jedi'} ; group{'Jedi'}{fellows} > attempted{process(destroy{memories{mine}})} ; success == temporary ; I{forgot{identity{'mine'}} . entity{Malak} == {apprentice{former}} ; entity{Malak}>informed{entity{me}} > {identity{'mine'}} ; {worldview{'mine'} == shattered} . I{felt {hurtconfused} == {broken}} . I{healed} , given{time} && given{support>{friends}} ::
She cocks her head to the side. :: Query{entity{you} has{friends{!Doctor} && {!Vesmier}}} ?? ::
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