Need time-management skills : If you can provide me such lessons, please send resume...
... er, sorry, still no update on "Merits". It's still in the 'rough draft' stage. As is "GP2" 's latest chapter... Argh. >_< Please don't ask about SaiMono fics... the DVDs arrived, (and new box set, S1 part 2 has even been ordered!!!), and I have some of the ideas ready to go, but I can't make them work so the fic is just SITTING THERE. ARGH. There are some scenes that are painted so vividly in my head, but my head isn't giving me the 'how to get to that point' yet. >_< I'm feeling so useless because this bothers me so much. I don't like leaving fics just sitting around doing nothing. Too many are right now. (I took on too much to write.).... I feel like they're abandoned or something. I haven't worked on some of them for almost a year. ^.^; Sooo unhappy with myself about all this.
I'm seriously considering cutting out a chunk of "Merits" plot / development and just posting an 'explanation' epilogue/ending to terminate that fic. I have too much going on these days to force-write fic (for one thing, it's physically draining to force myself to do that, for another, it takes a LONG time writing continuously at a desk, to do, and I don't have much in the way of 'free time'.). ^^; But I know it's just because I'm really tired right now. So I'm trying not to give in to that urge. Grr. I keep wanting to write, but every time I sit down, something else demands attention. ;_; (I'm sure this happens to everybody, but I was always a loner and I *need* time alone/to myself or I get easily grumpy over stupid things. It's embarassing how grumpy I get.)
Hopefully things will calm down in January. Or I can kick hubby & daughter out of the house to the in-laws for a weekend or two to have some time to myself. XD
... or actually, maybe I'll ask for a vacation day off work from the office in Jan/Feb, and try to work it into a long weekend + have hubs & daughter away for that weekend so I can actually get things done?... Ooooh.... Tempting... Very, very tempting. XD
But... yeah. Apologies. No updates for the next few days at least. I'm trying, but... er... keep getting writing-cock-blocked. XD
I'm seriously considering cutting out a chunk of "Merits" plot / development and just posting an 'explanation' epilogue/ending to terminate that fic. I have too much going on these days to force-write fic (for one thing, it's physically draining to force myself to do that, for another, it takes a LONG time writing continuously at a desk, to do, and I don't have much in the way of 'free time'.). ^^; But I know it's just because I'm really tired right now. So I'm trying not to give in to that urge. Grr. I keep wanting to write, but every time I sit down, something else demands attention. ;_; (I'm sure this happens to everybody, but I was always a loner and I *need* time alone/to myself or I get easily grumpy over stupid things. It's embarassing how grumpy I get.)
Hopefully things will calm down in January. Or I can kick hubby & daughter out of the house to the in-laws for a weekend or two to have some time to myself. XD
... or actually, maybe I'll ask for a vacation day off work from the office in Jan/Feb, and try to work it into a long weekend + have hubs & daughter away for that weekend so I can actually get things done?... Ooooh.... Tempting... Very, very tempting. XD
But... yeah. Apologies. No updates for the next few days at least. I'm trying, but... er... keep getting writing-cock-blocked. XD