I hate thinking that I can't put anything on here lately. I used to just lay it all out there but now, I don't know. Maybe I'm becoming more secretive. I KNOW I'm a lot more outgoing and comfortable with myself than I used to be. Also, I'd like to think I'm taking better care of myself. I never realized how awesome it is to get hit on. And by men ( Read more... )

 My obsession hasn't gotten any better. Perhaps worse in some ways. I still need your help readers on how to fix this predicament. I find myself left to my thoughts too often lately and they can be dangerous, filled with peril and sharp edges that lead to muddled brains. My mind ends up going round and round in circles to places I can't escape. ( Read more... )

 I've never wanted to go out and dance and forget my life so much...and I cant. This is frustrating....so instead, I just retract inside of my problems and get melancholy. now i just dont want to do anything. not even type here. so bye. 

 I know what I have but man do I sometimes get jealous of friends. Does that mean they are just really good friends? That you can get jealous of them about things that they might not even notice? Or does it count when you can overcome the desire to strangle them out of jealousy and be "above it"? Or quietly seething? Sure, I've told my hypotheical ( Read more... )

 I love it when people see I have a brain. I have a mind that works that goes to little places most don't think of. Because while I love to disctract with my wonderfully full boobs, I think a love of my mind is more fulfilling. Sure it takes longer, but once it's there, I don't think it goes away. I never talk to Phil anymore. We got lost in life ( Read more... )

Day one: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now. (In no particular order)
Day two: Nine things about yourself. 
Day three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day six: Five people who mean a lot. (In no particular order)
Day seven: Four ( Read more... )

Day one: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now. (In no particular order)
Day two: Nine things about yourself. 
Day three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day six: Five people who mean a lot. (In no particular order)
Day seven: Four ( Read more... )

Here we are, the end of the year again. To say this least, the year was not the best. In fact, I could say it was down right shitty. There are so many things that happened that I wish never had... but of course there were some other great things. And like someone pointed out to me, at least I've been healthy( for the most part), had food, shelter ( Read more... )

Day one: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now. (In no particular order)
Day two: Nine things about yourself. 
Day three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day six: Five people who mean a lot. (In no particular order)

Mom. Ivan. Zach. ( Read more... )

Bad Beyondrepair, Bad! I know. *hangs head like charlie brown* I fucked up and missed a bunch. But let's just forget it huh? :)

Day one: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now. (In no particular order)
Day two: Nine things about yourself. 
Day three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot ( Read more... )